Friday, June 17, 2011

Trusting God

Well, I found out today that I did not get the job with CollegePlus!.  Everyone is saying how sorry they are, and while I am kind of disappointed, I really have complete peace about not getting the job.


Since I was 14 I've been trying to plan out my life and figure out exactly what I would be doing.  I've done that all the way up until a few weeks ago.  Then something major happened and Matthew 6:25 took on a whole new meaning. "Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on..."and it could go on to say nor about what job you will have, nor about where you will live... I finally realize that when it says not to worry about all of that stuff, it really means that you don't have to worry.  Simple right? lol.  I have come to not only realize that I don't have to worry or be anxious about my life, but I have come to be able to really implement this verse into my day to day.  I have learned (and am still learning) to simply rest in the fact that God DOES have a plan for my life and that He WILL lead me to it.  So while I continue to look and feel around for possible ways I could go, I'm no longer anxious about what the end result will be.  I am perfectly content in being right where He has me and I'm at peace knowing that God's going to close some doors and open some windows and prod me along in exactly the direction I need to go.


"Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him." 1 Corinthians 2:9

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